There was a time i used to think that this is a life time relation. how many of us can be friends with the one we loved. our friendship was too strong to be broken by the distances and events like marriages. we shared a bond even after she was married. seven years, two of which was after she was hooked with someone else through the social ritual of marriage, is a long time to be with someone. it turns into habit to get rid of it.
past few days there was a weird stress. regular calls and emails were decreased drastically. first i thought work keeps us all busy. it had happened earlier too, but we always managed to take out some time of it. this time it was stretching, long enough for me to think it as a sign, i knew her so well that she doesn’t have to tell me. and when for a single stretch of fifteen days there were not a single attempt from her to contact, i was quite sure that she was now over me, she has been moved on with her life.
only thing which hurt was her silence, which kept me hanging for so long. i made a fool of me thinking that she still wanted to be in touch. now its time, to make myself realize, and to move on. i don’t know how i am going to tell her this. but then i guess, she doesn’t even need to know, or i can say she don’t even care anymore.
Ghost ellipsis ... 